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it's true. i don't know how to accept a compliment.

nor can i give gifts graciously.
i can RECIEVE them very prettily. oh btw my b'day is coming up in :P
but i can GIVE compliments very nicely. without hemming and hawing.
but i can't do the other two.

oh btw, i'm sorry i threw that watch at ur face and ran away, G___. i didn't mean it to hit your face...i'm really sorry about that. and am glad u liked it.
so when someone comes up and says, u have gorgeous hair. [ i do btw. its the new conditioners... see? i told u guys. i'm on the other side now. Wilson, get that gun out of ur mouth... ]
and all i do is smile at them and look at the ceiling.

LOOK i can't help it ok. stop looking at me like that!! u know how some ppl, once u compliment them on something, then hold a monologue on it for the next hour. its like giving them a license saying u really want to hear about it. and ur like, look i just meant to say i like ur shoes, i don't really want to know every single detail about it. like how u had to mount an indiana jones quest to FIND it.. etc
so being conscious of that. i just tend to say thank you and then look at the ceiling.
so there u'll have someone looking at me expectently waiting for me to ... wat? i dont know give a thank you speech for the emmys? and i'll be looking at the ceiling. anywhere but at them. coz i dont know how to accept compliments graciously.