tHe DeViL iS iN tHE dETaiLs

M says i have difficulty differentiating between fantasy and reality.
actually his exact words were
"you're such a moron. you have trouble bridging the gap between your fantasy world and the real world and your a fool for not being able to appreciate what you have."
ok OK I might have embellished a little.....
:P

well obviously. this is regarding my happy lil african jaunt and my going back to india program.
well in some ways i agree. i mean some of his points are pretty logical and valid.

1. i don't have the experience - industry or life
2. i don't have the qualifications
3. i am a confused soul, so all the more reason why i should take my time thinking about this
( don't you hate it when your friends make so much more logical sense )

on the other hand, my mom was even more explicit.
her answer was that i was NOT to return. that on NO account should i even think about coming back. and to just forget about the whole deal. when i pointed out that this life was not what i wanted at all she had some real good advice on how to deal with it. she actually put it very succintly, "suck it up. if ur bored, well learn to deal with it. life is all about getting bored. in fact, trust me, you get married, you'll be bored as hell. its one long bore"
[ thnx mooom <> way to convince me ]

i didn't hear anything after that. coz by then i was crying. [ but don't worry she didn't know ]
oh well. must be the moon and the lunar eclipse again.
or like M says i probably need some estrogen pills !

:D

heh thats funny.

well? who knows?? it cud be the right diagnosis..... makes more sense than anything else I'VE heard today.

ps: do you know what ಅ pain it ಇಸ್ ಟು write ದಿ post today?? it ocnverted every damn thing ಟು ಕನ್ನಡ and i had to reselect each ವರ್ಡ್ ಟು change ಇಟ್ back.
pps: today's post ಇಸ್ dedicated to M who is now the current bestest KoA. yaaay!!!! ^_^